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#huggles
Btw, I don’t know how coherent this came out, so, sorry for anything that makes absolutely no sense! =o) I’d usually do a better job of deleting/rephrasing anything that looked too bizarre, but I’ve got to run to class! #rushes#
I love Percy because he’s human, and he’s fallible, and he tries too hard.
I love him because he always does what he thinks is the right thing; because he’s smart and he’s brave, and obsessive and dysfunctional and naïve, and people don’t give him the respect and affection I whole-heartedly believe he deserves.
I love Percy because he’s not a cookie-cutter character of “Good” in a poster-family of hot-headed virtue.
I love Percy because he’s complex, and uptight, and I think he deserves to be able to relax and be truly happy for once in his life.
I love him because he’s a misfit and he’s awkward and he gets dumped on and dismissed by everyone he knows, yet still runs, terrified, into the lake to make sure his brother is okay—even when he knows he must be, the rules say so, but—he just has to make sure, because he loves his family so much, even when I sometimes honestly think they might not deserve it.
I love him for his innocence, and his loss of innocence, and his convictions; I love him for, for the first time in his life, taking a chance by sticking to what he believed in—even if it did backfire—because that, whether you want to admit it or not, took guts. It was brave and stupid and painful and justifiable, and he did it—he went through with it, that brilliant, beautiful kid, and people need to stop having hissy-fits about it and start judging their own favorites by those same, harsh standards if they want to go around pointing fingers and crying foul.
I love Percy because he’s focused and neurotic and hard-working and prim; I love that he’s priggish and prudish and misjudged, and so entirely human in his self-imposed and outwardly-inflicted ordeals that it just might tear you apart.
I love him because he’s repressed and alone, and really, really just needs a big hug and a listening ear and someone’s solid shoulder to cry on, if he could ever actually allow himself to break down and let that part of him out—though he never would; it’s too painful, too frightening, and he’s sure it’ll go away with enough reports on cauldron-bottoms, so long as he doesn’t think about it, and I love him for that, too.
I love him because he’s so fucked-up, and that’s so real—I can relate to that; I can let him inside my heart and take the chance that that might hurt me, because, what else can I do? I can’t harden myself to someone so impossibly familiar by the very virtue of his perfect imperfections. I haven’t the heart to refuse this persecuted man-child; I can’t deprive him of my sympathy/affection/understanding. That seems far too cruel for my tastes.
I love him because there’s a definite chance he won’t get a happy ending.
I love him because loads of people don’t want him to have a happy ending.
I love him because he’s been taught to always follow the rules, and he did, and it’s not fair that devoting yourself to doing everything you were brought up to do could still make you so miserable.
I love him because he gets locked up in pyramids during family vacations and bratty second-years challenge his authority, and does anyone see something fundamentally wrong with that?
I love him because he needs love; he needs someone with no expectations or insincerity to appreciate and care about him for no other reason except that he is himself, and that’s more than enough, and I love that he needs that, and that he tries to earn it by working himself to the bone.
I love him ’cause I bet he’d be stiff and cool and confused and uncomfortable yet still polite if you ever tried to hug him, and if you kept it up I think he might just melt, because he needs that, and I think a lot of people forget that. I think he forgets that.
I love him because I want to see the stern, terse/disapproving line of his mouth curl into a smile.
I love him because he really has no clue at all about what he’s doing; because I bet he’s all alone in an empty flat, and probably has a wilting plant named Murphy set out on the windowsill to look nice for the company that never comes, and I think he talks to it at ten o’clock at night (when he finally tears himself from work and Apparates home) as he searches for something to eat in his empty kitchen, just to hear the sound of someone’s—anyone’s—voice. And why not? It’s better than that thick, disturbing silence.
I love him because I want him to have something—someone?—that he’ll leave work early for. A hobby or a girlfriend (boyfriend?), or maybe a cat. Something like that.
I love him because I don’t want to see his character bastardized or chastised or desensitized and empty or dead. Not that—never that.
I love him because he’s too easy to sacrifice—he’s too susceptible to being “made an example of,” and it’s terribly important to love him now before the next book or the book after that comes along and ruins everything. Just in case.
In short, I love Percy because he’s human; his strength/fragility is precious, and it’s okay that he’s not “perfect,” even though he tries so hard. I love him for his faults and for his virtues—for his mistakes and his accomplishments and his devotion. And I love him, also, for the simple fact that so very, very few people do. And he deserves better than that.
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September 30 2004, 12:43:03 UTC 7 years ago
I love Percy for all of the above reasons.
I want to hug him, too. He needs lots of hugs and kisses. Platonic, romantic, familial -- all kinds.
*wipes away tears and hugs Percy again*
And just for good measure -- *huggles YOU*
September 30 2004, 13:39:00 UTC 7 years ago
September 30 2004, 15:29:45 UTC 7 years ago
He just wants the best for himself and his family..yet people hate him for that too!!
*Loves Percy*
September 30 2004, 15:44:24 UTC 7 years ago
September 30 2004, 15:47:08 UTC 7 years ago
September 30 2004, 16:03:46 UTC 7 years ago
And isn't it such a shame that in J.K. Rowling's world, the only "complete" characters, the ones who are shown as imperfect and vulnerable and maybe even "real", are outcast if their name isn't Harry Potter? I mean, sure Ron is the youngest boy of seven children, and his younger sister's a handful and between his successful eldest brothers, rebelling Percy, and the clever twins he's sometimes overlooked, and he sometimes gets angry about being in Harry's shadow, he's loved... unconditionally. And Hermione may suffer from being a bit too book smart and the stigma of not being born into a Wizarding family, but she's still a part of the action, still gets the guy everyone wants as her date to the Yule Ball in fourth year. Harry... well, Harry's allowed to be imperfect because he's the hero. If he was good all the time, and solid, and dependable, the books wouldn't be interesting. But he's the only one allowed to mess up in Rowling's world, because if you make the "wrong" choice, like Percy, or treat the hero like a student instead of like a celebrity, like Snape, you're suddenly "evil", because Harry sees you as such.
September 30 2004, 16:22:15 UTC 7 years ago
And of course you can link it in your journal—I’m surprised and flattered that you like it enough to want to do that! #huggles# =o)
Also, yes, I completely agree with you about that whole OMG-Harry-doesn’t-like-so-and-so-they-mu
Thanks for the comment—bye! #hearts#
<33333333333333333,
Miranda
September 30 2004, 17:06:56 UTC 7 years ago
September 30 2004, 19:48:49 UTC 7 years ago
Here's some happiness and secret rule disregarding for Percy and some giddiness for you, love. In case you aren't registered at RestrictedSection I highly advise you to do that NOW. Have fun!
(both Percy/Oliver, because as you said, Percy deserves some carefreeness and someone honest and simple and cheerful and Oli fulfills, when he's not being ObsessiveCoach ;) )
http://www.restrictedsection.org/file.p
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September 30 2004, 21:30:58 UTC 7 years ago
umm yeah I'm going to go now...sorry for the long comment(this is a subject I tend to get very verbal about)
September 30 2004, 22:15:41 UTC 7 years ago
October 1 2004, 07:03:37 UTC 7 years ago
I wish someone would just give Percy a hug. *weepy now*
October 1 2004, 08:59:12 UTC 7 years ago
So, you like Fruits Basket and Percy? #squee# That’s it, you are TEH COOL in my book. ^__^
Of course, being the
noseycurious person I am, I checked out your journal/user info and was—understandably—utterly charmed, so, yes. Am friending you now, if that’s okay. ^__~ <33333333333333—Miranda
7 years ago
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October 1 2004, 15:03:33 UTC 7 years ago
October 1 2004, 15:41:54 UTC 7 years ago
<33333333333333333333,
Miranda
October 1 2004, 15:32:54 UTC 7 years ago
But I still wonder - do you really hate evil!Percy fics? Because while I never really considered it a canon possibility in OotP, I had always thought that it was one of the more fascinating character paths for him. I mean, I love Harry for some of the same reasons - fucked up, needs love, people think the wrong things about him, etc. - but I also really like reading evil!Harry. To me, with Percy (and sometimes Harry), I think he'd make a fantastic villain because of all the angst, the abuse from others, the obsession with doing the right thing. He/they would be so good at it! But maybe you've seen so much of that that it's like overkill? I haven't looked, so I really don't know what's out there.
Side note: I have Winamp and STILL can not hear your phone posts. Woe! Maybe I need the full version or something. Will tinker this weekend.
October 2 2004, 01:29:42 UTC 7 years ago
Percy is God and Boba Fett.
Percy has been my favourite for years. It's always nice to see that more people like him, for very good reasons too.I have recently met a guy who reminds me on Percy and whom I developed a crush on (of course). Watching a person act competently, still always looking for approval without even knowing it IRL has made me love my Percy even more.
October 9 2004, 20:47:49 UTC 7 years ago
Those are same reasons I love him. For all his behaviour, he's true to his character. Far more than anyone other, I believe. He made a mistake in judgment, but who doesn't? We all have to spread our wings and fly. Sometimes we don't get it right the first time, but it's still necessary to try. I loved that you called him Misjudged, because I've been saying that for over a year. He cares about his family, tries to get them to follow the rules so they stay out of trouble.
Misguided in his flight plan, but in a family of rebels, he's truly the rebel. The rest follow the side the parents on are, he took a chance with the Ministry (the place he's always been told is the one place you should turn too in need) and it turned out badly, but he stood his ground. Why is that frowned upon? He took a chance; isn't that what Weasleys do?
He cared about Ginny when she was taken to the Chamber, but people overlook that. Why? It shows a deep loyalty to the family, in my opinion at least. He was looking out for Ron in that letter, whether people realize it or not. It was the only way Percy knew how to save his baby brother.
How can someone not love a character that sticks to his principles?
Anonymous
October 24 2004, 14:56:27 UTC 7 years ago
yay for PErcy!
I just cried... this is so true! I love Percy for the exact same reasons, and it almost upsets me that he's a fictional character that I can't hug! You did a lovely job of this, and I really think that J.K. should give PErcy a happy ending, or a resolution, or a boyfriend... or a cat. All would be nice. Thank you for making me cry tears of joy, and for making me think.My livejournal is on GreatestJournal.com, and my username's Percybabe16. we should talk!
October 28 2004, 05:17:52 UTC 7 years ago
Unfashionably late, as always, but:
Hear, hear.Also, may I friend you?
October 28 2004, 06:58:59 UTC 7 years ago
Re: Unfashionably late, as always, but:
Thank you, I’m glad you enjoyed it!Also: of course you may friend me—I love making new friends! #friends you at once# ^_____^
<33333333333333333333333333,
Miranda
December 2 2004, 06:55:49 UTC 7 years ago
June 10 2005, 03:42:56 UTC 6 years ago
September 22 2006, 18:02:29 UTC 5 years ago
*Memories*
Thanks for posting this.
July 2 2007, 23:49:45 UTC 4 years ago
This is exactly why I love him!
His utterly human responses, and his hurt, his loneliness, his perfectly human imperfections and flaws. Few people ever think to look past the Harry bias of the books, at the hearts of the "bad" characters and for that reason I love this. This post is like a breath of fresh air.
♥
*memories it*